How much longer can I hold on to ?
Koon tam chan jep-bpuat mak. ):
Where were you when I need you badly ?
You totally had no idea that I'm crying almost everyday cos of you.
All I want is to get more attention from you baby.
Baby , hope you'll get well soon.

White lies.

Last Friday, had Yukiyaki with Lovelle, Sammy, Joanna, Ruth, Jeff, Rand , Dl & Al. Best part was frying the ICE-CREAM. Its like finally i can get to fry, cos the previous time we didn't had to chance to do so. Jeff was our Ice-cream chief of the day. Showing off how muscular he is. WOOAH! Had our stomach bloated like nice and ended up playing pool. I'm like the red nose reindeer of the day cos my nose was red for the whole day. Reached Batok with Lovelle and chit-chat a while cos we doesn't want to go home early. Thanks to those people who tried to make me smile, you know who you are ((:

Was working alone today in the morning & i happened to saw Javier. He looked kinda different probably cos he put on spec and his hair had grown longer. Chit-chat a while and back to work. Cos its CHRISTMAS SEASON, bound to have more customers than usual. I also realised that I actually adapted to thing fast.

HAPPY 1 MONTH ANNIVERSARY WITH YOU, BABY! ((:

I just hope that everything gotta go smoothly for the both of us.
I learn to forgive & forget. And only remember the great things with you.
I hope this will continue and no ending to it.
Baby, I love you.

Time now is 2.50am.

I want to THANKS LOVELLE & SAMMY for the cake. I really appreciated it a lot for getting the cake just to cheer me up ((: You girls are always there for me whenever I'm feeling down and all. I LOVE YOU GIRLS! ((:

Last Friday was the worse Friday i ever experienced. Worse of the worse. Many things happened and I rather want it to be erase from my memory. After what happened on Friday, I'm getting more & more insecure and sensitive. I couldn't feel the love you had for me anymore. Things seems to change. I don't mean to pick up minor matter to quarrel, its just that i sense sth is not right. To me, you seem to start drifting slighly further from me. Because of you, I gave up going clubbing, td & selling tickets. All because i know you're insecure when I'm selling , that's what you told me before. But ask yourself this, have you done anything for me before ? I'm not trying to compare. Also, i had been pondering if you actually care for the things that i have done for you. I tell myself not to let my imagination to run but i cant helped it. You know it but you don't seem to do anything to make me feels better. I thought by telling you how i feels and all today will make things better but it turned out the other way round. IDK why is this so. I really hope that things will get better as time pass by. Really. Kit teung koon.

FUCK MY BLOODLY PHONE FOR FAILING ME!
I cant even answer any call from my friends and all. And I'm not gotta send it for repair either. Shall get my phone change real soon. I'm not in a very good mood today too. .... had been suspecting me whenever i go out. And i had enough. Whenever I stayed out late, there'll never be a happy moment for me. Caused I'll bound to receive their call every 10 mins or so. I had been working for almost 5 days per week. 2days for me to spend time with my boyf, friends and family. I didn't had time for myself. What more she expect me to do? I really dont understand seriously.
Also I'm kinda sick of quarreling over those minor matter. Last time I tell myself that, quarrel once in a blue moon might be good in a way but we seem to be quarreling almost every single day. I don't like it at all. I dont like it when you're not paying attention to me when I'm on phone with you. I just hope everything will get better in time. Well, I'm just venting everything in my blog.

Gotta go out soon. TATA~

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It on da 27th NOV on da FRIDAY!

Doors open from 9pm-5am

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